I was going to spend this blog talking about last night's episode of Holby City, with in depth analysis of the complex relationships between Penny and Frieda, Jac and Joseph and Chrissie and Sasha - but although we said goodbye to another fantastic character and talented actor Luke Roberts and seeing some rather emotional and moving acting from Rosie Marcel I feel that the weak plots leave little for me to say other then I hope they keep hold of Frieda Petrenko played by Olga Fedori who is current up for NTA's best Newcomer.
News of the day for me, was getting a call from one of my Girlie's Mum's to tell me that on Saturday night she passed away having battled with Leukemia for a while. I don't think it has quite set in yet, you can't just forget someone and all your memories with them come flooding back. Makes me feel ashamed that the last time I saw her was August 2009 as life became busy with work and University and although we spoke on a regular basis she kept from me just how bad things had got. I can see her now saying that she didn't tell me because she didn't want me to worry. She knows I'd have dropped everything to go spend time with her if she'd let me. It was always "Not this weekend babe." Now it's too late.
I feel selfish too for saying that I actually hurt. I've had elderly relatives die, but the youngest before them was Dad at the age of 37 when I was 9.... this is completely different. She was only 21, 22 next month! I got her to see Wicked and was going to get her tickets to see Ghost when it comes out, she had a huge soft spot for Richard Fleeshman, I never heard the last of it when I said I'd seen him in Legally Blonde. Feels a bit too creepy to go see Ghost now, I'll see.
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