Time To Let Go

Okay, so I feel as though I let myself down a little yesterday as I forgot to post this in the right time zone as it to still show it was Thursday. However, with having to admit this fail, I am on the vurge of heading to bed to get some much needed beauty sleep before a busy day tomorrow of interviews and auditions! When I said as a joke to someone that the world was always busy for me, I can see now I wasn't kidding.


So for now I head to sleep, but here is another little snip it of 'Ladies of the West End'

By twenty one I’d been on the West End, ensemble only, worked as an Extra with the BBC and even had some back-stage experience within West End Theatres. My dreams achieved in two decades and summed up in one sentence. My oldest friend Tom, I know a male friend. I can assure you that he is not gay, and we have never been together in that way either. No he’s into Star Wars, Star Trek? I don’t know exactly, all things space, whatever could get him away from coursework as quickly as possibly I guess. But despite people looking at us and wondering what on earth we had in common it worked. I think a bizarre love of Family Guy, late nights and liking a wide range in music genre helped. He once said to me “You can achieve what you Dream.” He was really there for me during the lowest parts of my life. Don’t think he actually realises how grateful I am about that. And there was once chemistry between us, I mean, when you are studying for A-Levels, listening to music as you try to study, hormones all over the place you’re going to feel it; difference is, we loved the friendship too much to ruin it with a relationship.

I feel my little introduction to Tom has thrown me off course a little. There was a time one January that Tom I think for the first time worried about me. Jo, Rachel, Megan and I had moved to London and another girl called Nicola; we all loved the same things. Weekends if we were all off we’d head to the West End and find a show to see, our little ‘group’ tended to seem so normal to performers that they loved to have us in the audience, made the really weird OTTF (over the top freaks) seem a little less, intense. Once Megan had got her first job working in the production of Spring Awakening we tended to be meeting more and more ‘Celebs’. Weirdest feeling ever, just to let you know. I don’t think anything could prepare you for the feelings you’ll go through as the transaction of Fan to Friend occurs. You tend to forget that they are human just like us.